I really want to make a good animation. So far all I have is six collabs and a little bit of April Fools day spam. What am I doing? I have been doing flash for about four years now and I have amounted to nothing. I could not even count the amount of unfinished project I have.Maybe it has been for the best that I haven't finished them, most of them suck hippopotumus anus.

Now I think I could do it, I'm getting a little rusty with animation, but I can still do it. I want to have something decent up by the end of the year, I have two ideas, one is a long movie with plot and everything, the other is just a short gross-out comedy. What I really need is a proffesional nag, someone who won't get off my back to make a flash, if only that really existed.

At least in the past year I have been making good use out of flash, I've been making a webcomics, BffSatan, all on flash. (random strip below) I think I am really starting to make half-decent strips, as opposed to one year ago when I sucked. I think now I could make an animation, despite having to work my ass off on that and two BffSatan updates per week.

Anyway, I post this in pure annoyance with myself for being so slack and unmotivated. Flash, we have been fighting for years now, and you are winning. But I will win, even if it kills me, you sir are going down. Maybe my flash won't be brilliant, maybe I won't get an award or front page, maybe it will, maybe I will make a name for myself. Whatever happens, I just want to be more involved in this great website and have something to proove I am a true newgrounder.

Oh and if anyone is willing to offer their voice for an animation you could contact me now, despite the fact that I haven't said much about what that would involve. It will be a suprise.

(I just noticed, by some strange conincidence the comic I choose has a little newgrounds reference hidden in it, go look at the bigger version, it will be more obvious.)